That’s it, I’m running away.
I’m nineteen, I’m still a child despite what society expects of me. Two jobs, a boyfriend, college, today I got my oil changed all by myself, when did this happen? When did I grow up? Though I love my jobs, and my boyfriend is the most incredible man I’ve ever met, and school is great, I miss being a kid. I want to go camping, I want to ride my bike, I want to go roller blading, I want to sit in the sun all day, go swimming, play. Lord, give me a child-like faith if nothing else. Help me to love and forgive as a child does, so easily, so innocent. Not tainted by society and this world we live in. I’m never growing up, not now not ever.
